I am a single slightly 48 yr old disabled woman who still alive and kicking just not as fast and high or as hard....LOL LOL  I have 3 grandkids that live here close to me and 5 others in Texas and California.  My  son (my oldest baby) He will be 30 but he is my baby!!! And his awesome wife.  They have custody of my 3 grand daughters ages 10, 8 and 7.  They are beautiful and awesome.  My son DEFINATELY got it right in the marriage choice this time.  She is also the one that takes care of my personal matters.  SO I better love her!! LOL OH I did anyway.  But we all love lots of things together.  My grand kids are my favorite thing in life and will do anything for them.  As for ever having a relationship again, who knows what the Lord has around the corner.  I certainly doubt it.  Most men at this age don't want a woman who is more dependant then them.  I still can do most my own daily life but do need some help sometimes.  But hey who ever knows.